Current mood:

tired

stand by you...

Naples was amazing. Wonderful. Absolutely perfect.

So much so that I brought up the idea of living there. It was more of a "wouldn't this be nice" thing, which it really really would.  It cant happen though. Not now anyway. It makes me sad and makes me wonder what would've happened if I had gone through with it two years ago before I met Mitch. 

Things are better this way, don't get me wrong.   I wouldn't trade him for anything or anyone ever.  But sometimes I wonder what would happen if I could've gone someplace new and had the chance to start over.